And I know that people are watching, and looking to see just how I react. To be honest, if you look at the outside entire picture,.
I have nothing to be grumpy about. Life is good, we serve an amazing God; the kids are wonderful, we are healthy, and have money in the bank, surrounded with people that love us..
You see, but the problem comes when I have been growing in certain areas. Attending bible classes and attending this new series my pastor has been teaching. Or going away for a couple of days to see Joyce Meyer! I am thinking it was a bad idea to attend all three. Cause it is like a triple whammy.. Who knew that when you pray to God to show you the areas you need to improve in, that he would ACTUALLY show you!! And just when I have gotten over myself and realized what I have to do to change, I get hit with another thing.. Or how about when you think, that you FINALLY figured out what you are being called to do, and than you are told NOPE, that is not for you.. Sorry! Or when you question what your motives are when you serve, or when you are reaching out to help someone you love. Or when things are sent your way to tempt you, or take you off track. Why do we second guess ourselves.? Why do we even consider doing things, we know we are not supposed to do.
Well, DUH! That is just the enemy trying to sneak in those insecurities. He has come to kill, steal and destroy you! Of course he is not happy that we are doing so much to show love and to serve. That we are learning and growing in our Faith walk.
Don’t give him the satisfaction, and allow him to steal your joy.. Don’t quit! Don’t be tempted! You know right from wrong! Get help! Don’t try and do it alone!
You know what your passions are; God gave them to you for a reason!
Soooo, give me time.. I will get over myself, and turn my light back on, to shine and love once again..
After I get my Prozac refilled..
