Tuesday, August 18, 2015

Just a Random Quickie..


Week one down and week two is going strong..
I can honestly say that week two has been better for me.
But I still have my moments where I start thinking about the twin fellas and I just start crying..
I just miss them.
I miss their presence.
I miss their laughter.
I miss their singing and dancing.
I miss their funny stories and arguments.
I just miss the way they just made my life so much fun.
This cannot be healthy for a person to be so sad about her babies leaving for college. 

Twin Fellas saying HI from OPSU
They have been so good to me though. 
They text or email me each day and they call us thru out the week.
They are loving their classes and professors.
Aaron only has one professor that seems pretty tough but his goal is to win him over with his charm.
Cameron has one night class for English 2, but it will consist of watching movies and writing about them.They are meeting new people and making new friends and just loving the college life.

When we went to visit this college we saw there was a Methodist and Baptist church across from the school. So they had planned on going there, but the last Sunday they attended at The River, Our Pastor told them they really needed to find a spirit filled church to attend each week. So they googled and found Victory Center in Guymon, which is 20 minutes away. 
They went to it Sunday and they loved it.!
Nothing makes a mommas heart prouder when your grown babies actually go to church on their own.

This week on fb so many of my friends sent their babies to college. I scroll thru and look at the pics and I get teary eyed because I know the emotions each mom is going thru at that time.
 Just know I am thinking of you and said a little prayer for you..
It’s such a roller coaster ride of nerves and excitement.. 
But I can only describe that I have this empty feeling in my heart.
Its just plain ole strange to be without them in my house.

Staying busy seems to be what I am doing to keep from thinking too much.
Now that my drivers are gone, I have Cross country duty for our baby girl.
So since I am up way too early, I drop her off and head to gym at work and do a nice workout.
Yep Changes! I might as well invest in myself!
Team FitBit
Trav and I have invested in fitbits and we are having so much fun with our friends who have them. Shout out to TD, Angie and Tracie..
It really does motivate us to move all day long. Even for me who sits at a desk, I find myself walking in place and taking the long way around the office to get my steps in.

Our Ciera let us borrow Pres to attend our church family day at Hawaiian Falls.
When we were walking up to the park she got so excited. She kept saying “OH NANA, Oh NANA thank you so much! I so EXCITED!”
We are getting a small taste of what grandbabies will be like in our future. And I so excited about this.! lol


Our Jazzy is all signed up for her Freshman year of high school. I dropped her off for Fish Camp and watched as she walked in, and I got teary eyed. Our babies grow up so dang fast.
She got her cheer uniform in, and she looks so grown up in it. I am loving the colors, but I think it’s because it reminds me Ciera’s from high school cheer days. 

I miss watching her on those side lines doing her thing, but am looking forward to watching my Jazzy girl do her thing again.
 Cross country and cheer will be keeping us busy over the next 3 months.

But, this momma is counting down the days to see our Twin fellas run in Wichita Falls in September as collegiate athletes!!

Just a real quick thank you to those lovely friends who have sent me text or stopped me at church to just check on me. Or who have been praying for me. It really makes my heart happy when I am thought of, your kindness went a long ways. So thank you.. 

Special shout out to my momma, who has been my person that listens to me while I cry or text her what I am feeling. She has been so supportive and encouraging. Thank you momma. 


That’s all I got. Thanks for reading..

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