It’s been an interesting couple of wks in this crazy thing
we call life.
We “I” get so caught up in the daily things like work, kids,
bills, fb, getting ready for a new school year. And I allow things, silly
things to control my thoughts and attitude. Yes, I know it’s wrong, and that I
should stay focused. I know that I should have control over my thoughts and how
I act and react to certain things. Just sometimes I get tired of all the BS..
But last wk we got a reality check in our little home. Trav had not been
feeling well. And I am a nag about him not taking care of himself. And I asked
him to go to dr. He of course was like, “I am fine” but come Monday morning he
called into work. If ya know my hubby he never misses work. And It concerned
me, so I again suggested “nagged” him about going to dr. He finally gave in and
went. We find out that he showed signs of having a heat stroke. We are not
gonna lie. This scared the crap out of us. He took a couple of days off to rest
and recover per dr’s orders. We watched him carefully. Probably annoyed the
crap out of him. And during that time, I allowed the enemy to come in and mess
with my thoughts. I started questioning why this was allowed to happen to him.
I wanted to reach out to someone, anyone who could answer my questions or just
listen. But I honestly at the time felt like I was alone. Like I had no one to
tell. And let me tell you, that is a
horrible place to be. I had to keep myself together for my kids and show no
fear. I surely did not want to vent to my hubby about it. Although he could
tell something was wrong. I was kind of upset at God for even allowing this to
happen. And so I just let it stir and stir and I got angrier each day, and by
Wednesday I was laid up in bed with a full blown migraine. I was in tears, and
I just let it all out. I had a good talking to God, I reminded him because I
thought maybe he forgot how good my husband is. How giving he is, and how he
jumps to help anyone in need. How he works his butt off to provide for us. I reminded him that we serve in areas, and we
even do it on days we really don’t feel like it. I continued to cry and pout
and then I turned on my music.. It was His turn to remind me of his goodness.
Song after song it talked about his love for me. I was reminded of all the
things my husband and I have conquered because of him. I was reminded how my
children have been protected because of him. How we have all we need and many
extras because He is the one who has provided for us.. How he has never left my
side, that I have never been alone. And
if anything this heat stroke was a way of getting Trav’s attention to stop and
slow down and enjoy the life that we have right now. It was a message for me to
stay focused. To turn off all the distractions and focus on what really matters
in life. I know it was the enemy trying to kill, steal and destroy my precious
family. Lie after lie, but he failed. And we are stronger for this. Now Trav is fine, we are thanking God for no permanent damage. We found out a medication he takes is probably what caused his body to react to the severe Texas heat. So he is on the road to recovery.
So I am sharing this song called "Forever" by Kari Jobe
"
The moon and stars they wept
The morning sun was dead
The Saviour of the world was fallen
His body on the cross
His blood poured out for us
The weight of every curse upon him
One final breath he gave
As heaven looked away
The son of God was laid in darkness
A battle in the grave
The war on death was waged
The power of hell forever broken
The ground began to shake
The stone was rolled away
his perfect love could not be overcome
Now death where is your sting?
Our resurrected King
Has rendered you defeated
Forever he is glorified
Forever he is lifted high
Forever he is risen
He is alive, He is alive!
The ground began to shake
The stone was rolled away
his perfect love could not be overcome
Now death where is your sting?
Our resurrected King
Has rendered you defeated
Forever he is glorified
Forever he is lifted high
Forever he is risen
He is alive, He is alive!
We sing hallelujah
We sing hallelujah
We sing hallelujah
The Lamb has overcome
Forever he is glorified
Forever he is lifted high
Forever he is risen
He is alive, He is alive!
You have overcome
You have overcome
You have overcome
You have overcome
The morning sun was dead
The Saviour of the world was fallen
His body on the cross
His blood poured out for us
The weight of every curse upon him
One final breath he gave
As heaven looked away
The son of God was laid in darkness
A battle in the grave
The war on death was waged
The power of hell forever broken
The ground began to shake
The stone was rolled away
his perfect love could not be overcome
Now death where is your sting?
Our resurrected King
Has rendered you defeated
Forever he is glorified
Forever he is lifted high
Forever he is risen
He is alive, He is alive!
The ground began to shake
The stone was rolled away
his perfect love could not be overcome
Now death where is your sting?
Our resurrected King
Has rendered you defeated
Forever he is glorified
Forever he is lifted high
Forever he is risen
He is alive, He is alive!
We sing hallelujah
We sing hallelujah
We sing hallelujah
The Lamb has overcome
Forever he is glorified
Forever he is lifted high
Forever he is risen
He is alive, He is alive!
You have overcome
You have overcome
You have overcome
You have overcome
